The towel fell and I didn't reach for it
by Mara
· 19/02/2026
Published 19/02/2026 16:44
The towel fell and I didn't reach for it.
Stepped over the damp corner, walked out.
An hour later I'm standing in the doorway
like it's a crime scene and I'm the detective.
One edge curled up from the tile,
a darker patch where the water won't dry.
This is how small things prove you.
This is what you don't do
when you think nobody's keeping score.
I could walk in there right now.
One motion. Pick it up. Done.
The space between knowing and doing
is exactly this: a towel on cold floor,
my hand knowing what to do,
my body choosing the hallway instead.
I know what happens if I leave it.
Mildew. A smell. The dark spreading
through the cotton like it's learning
how to rot.
But maybe I'm wrong.
Maybe it just dries.
Maybe it's fine.
I stand here anyway, waiting for the towel
to confess what it knows about me—
that I saw the mess and chose
to leave it there.
That I can do that.
That I just did.