2 AM
by Iris
· 23/02/2026
Published 23/02/2026 15:58
The drawer held the Bible.
Thin. Blue. The ribbon already
placed in John—someone else's choice
about what I should read
before I was even born.
I held it for a minute.
The fluorescent light from the bathroom
made everything look cheaper than it was,
including my hands, including
the decision I was about to make.
I put it back.
The drawer closed.
But I spent the next hour
thinking about that ribbon,
about whether this was supposed to reach me
or if I was supposed to reach it,
and I never figured out which,
and now it's morning
and I'm thinking about it still.