128 Over 84
by svkelx
· 08/03/2026
Published 08/03/2026 14:45
She said the number once and then again.
Wrote it down. I watched her pen
press harder than it had to — like the chart
itself needed convincing. That's the part
I keep coming back to. The cuff hissed out.
I read the screen upside down. No doubt
she saw me looking. Two numbers. Mine.
I've had a tightness for a long time —
not pain, a pressure, the kind you defer
because naming it means you'd have to refer
it somewhere, deal with it. I've been good
at not doing that. She left. I stood —
sat, actually — on the paper table.
Twelve minutes, maybe more. I was able
to do the math on a few things I owe.
The ceiling had a water stain. I know
I stared at it too long, trying to find
a shape. Couldn't. The doctor: we'll monitor. Fine.
I got my coat. Caught it on the chair. The day
kept going the way days do.
I walked three blocks. I didn't call you.