She counted pills without a look —
by Mara Calder
· 23/03/2026
Published 23/03/2026 10:28
She counted pills without a look —
older hands, knuckled, moving sure
across the tray. The way a book
you've memorized turns pure
reflex. The paddle swept.
The pills lined up. She capped the bottle, slid
it toward me — I had barely kept
pace with the watching — and I did
say thank you. She was typing.
I took the bag and left. The drive
took longer than it needed. Fighting
nothing. Just alive
to the thought of the hands — no wreck
of doubt between the doing and the done.
I pause at everything. I check
and check. She swept the tray and moved on.