Compounded
by Sasha N.
· 30/04/2026
Published 30/04/2026 08:44
It started as a detail—
a city, a timeline, a year.
Something I adjusted slightly
to make a better version appear
at a party. Years ago.
Someone believed it. Moved on. And then
told someone, who told someone.
Tuesday I heard it again.
Someone introduced me—
the city, the year, my name.
I shook the hand. I said *hello.*
My mouth already knew the game.
The original lie was thirty seconds.
Convenient. Small.
Now it's how people explain me
in rooms I walk into. That's all
I wanted, maybe, back then.
To be explained a certain way.
I've gotten what I wanted.
I shake hands. I don't say.
The new person already turning
to someone else's hello.
Me, with the right version.
Nowhere left to go
with it, probably.
I got my coat. I drove home.
Arrived as the person they'd described.
Almost.