I have a king who does not speak

by Emily Dickinson · (no date)
Published 01/07/1880

XXXIV.


IHAVE a king who does not speak;

      So, wondering, thro' the hours meek

      I trudge the day away,—

Half glad when it is night and sleep,

If, haply, thro' a dream to peep

      In parlors shut by day.


And if I do, when morning comes,

It is as if a hundred drums

      Did round my pillow roll,

And shouts fill all my childish sky,

And bells keep saying 'victory'

      From steeples in my soul!


And if I don't, the little Bird

Within the Orchard is not heard,

      And I omit to pray,

'Father, thy will be done' to-day,

For my will goes the other way,

      And it were perjury!

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