V
by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Published 01/07/1880
Part of Part II
Of towns and temples, which makes Italy,—
I sigh amid the sighs which breathe a gust
Of dying century to century,
Around us on the uneven crater-crust
Of the old worlds,—I bow my soul and knee,
And sigh and do repent me of my fault
That ever I believed the man was true.
These sceptred strangers shun the common salt,
And, therefore, when the general board's in view,
They standing up to carve for blind and halt,
We should suspect the viands which ensue.
And I repent that in this time and place,
Where all the corpse-lights of experience burn
From Cæsar's and Lorenzo's festering race,
To illumine groping reasoners, I could learn
No better counsel for a simple case
Than to put faith in princes, in my turn.
Heavens! had the death-piles of the ancient years
Flared up in vain before me? Knew I not
What stench arises from their purple gears,
And how the sceptres witness whence they got
Their briar-wood, crackling through the atmosphere's
Foul smoke, by princely perjuries, kept hot?
Forgive me, ghosts of patriots,—Brutus, thou,
Who trailest downhill into life again
Thy blood-weighed cloak, to indict me with thy slow
Reproachful eyes!—for being taught in vain
That while the illegitimate Cæsars show
Of meaner stature than the first full strain,
(Confessed incompetent to conquer Gaul)
They swoon as feebly and cross Rubicons
As rashly as any Julius of them all.
Forgive, that I forgot the mind that runs
Through absolute races, too unsceptical!
I saw the man among his little sons,
His lips warm with their kisses while he swore,
And I, because I am a woman, I,
Who felt my own child's coming life before
The prescience of my soul, and held faith high,
I could not bear to think, whoever bore,
That lips, so warmed, could shape so cold a lie.